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    Sunday, April 9th, 2006
    10:00 pm
    重溫你留下的筆跡
    仿佛回到以前
    像心血來潮時翻開一本年幼時塗鴉的日記
    忽然感嘆  在日復一日 人來人往中 縱然遺失了那些最細微的記憶
    毫不清楚這些時間究竟逃去了哪裏
    一眨眼, 
    你我都不繼續用這本日記傳達思念
    而在這個夜裏, 又是誰陪在你的身邊
    她也是你的公主嗎
    她也是你的最愛嗎
    就在緣起緣滅 一番糾纏后 
    你我回到最初陌生的模樣

    此時倘若再說想念便不貼切
    亦不再存在如何關係的認定與遷絆
    於是 你我不必繼續認真的敷衍

    就這樣我說,

    懷念你。

    懷念過去。 
    Saturday, December 31st, 2005
    3:50 pm
    HAPPY NEW YEAR.
    Monday, November 21st, 2005
    6:02 pm
    爱是坚忍的, 仁慈的; 有爱就不嫉妒, 不自夸, 不骄傲, 不做鲁莽的事, 不自私, 不轻易动怒, 不记住别人的过错, 不喜欢不义, 只喜欢真理。 爱能包容一切, 对一切有信心, 对一切有盼望, 能忍受一切。
    爱是永恒的。

    I think I'm starting to learn what love is.


    p.s. this is by no means refering to the ex. But I think I'm starting to learn what love is. After everything is over, I can see what love really is (or should be). Love that will sustain and propser.
    Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
    11:49 pm
    Life and its ways
    Everythings been throwing at ya... u know what... I might be leaving for shanghai as soon as the 17th of this month to start an internship.

    This is jst horrible.

    But its ok, somehow I dun feel like this is guna be a permanent departure between us... Im sure one day soon we'll meet again. I can feel it. I hope u can too bcoz my feelings are sometimes wrong...
    Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
    9:53 pm
    gosh sometimes i hate the guy sittin opposite me right now

    farken hell
    Friday, October 7th, 2005
    9:39 am
    [靈魂舞會]
    深雪說:

    '一直在尋找一個很man的男人, 最後却發現, 最man是的自己.'

    physically HAHA
    Sunday, August 7th, 2005
    11:11 pm
    [明日~挂居的失眠夜]

    Strange, kept on missing my boss's calls... and now he's missing mine.

    haha.
    Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
    9:25 pm
    CHOCOLATE

    Didn't know you can actually make livejournal all colourful haha...

    最近...感觉...很对.

    只是刚刚开学要买很多书...有点小小的烦躁.

    就像唯独迷失的那块图版 忽然被找到了一样...画面完整了.

    很难用语言解释 确切的意思.

    像被忽然触碰到一样.

    不知不觉中... 我明白了她以前一切的意思.

    是的. 原来是这种感觉.

    平静. 释怀. 无我.

    说的太多了. 该停止一下了. 哈哈...

    时时想起你.

    祈求所有在煎熬或麻木中挣扎的灵魂   得到 解脱.

    And guess who's coming...?? OH lets have Max Brenner... creamy chocolate...

     

     

    Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
    11:04 pm
    一个陌生女人的来信
    Got home and found this postcard lying at the bottom of my mailbox. Not only was I puzzled as I couldnt find any name on it apart from my own... but also was I very very very confused bcoz the postard itself was actually bought in Beijing but somehow posted in this place called 江苏连云港...

    *what the FARK?*

    hahaha

    Another thing that upset me horribly is finding my last name wrongly spelt on the only, first-ever postcard i have received from someone either than myself... DIANA! IT'S SHENG ok??? not SHEN!!!!!!

    hahaha....
    jst wen I thought i didnt have any frends from Beijing I thought of u...

    Either way, its a very pleasant surprise from u and I appreciate it alot... thx di~ ^_^
    12:52 am
    找到VRF的'妄想'了~~~~~
    找了好久...忽然好想听~~~~

    他的声音听上去好痛苦哦~~~~
    Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
    10:25 pm
    NEW semester~
    I like uni... but less and less ppl are actually around...~

    ah hong must be blinded by love haha cant believe they are looking for apartments together... what did she put in his soup... watt... but somehow he looks so different from how i remember...

    my mind must be playing with me again

    u know wat... its almost been exactly a year since when we first bumped into him at subz... ohhh mymymy... "there are 2 girls following me" ... hahaha... some ppl and their egos...

    and another thing that hit me wen i got home haha... one year ago this time, i think i was so in love with eric...?!.... and today u guys finally got to see him... how strange (not very)... i remembered i wanted to let u guys see him so bad (not that theres anything to see) bak then...

    oh mymymy... how things change hahaha... feelings are probably the most 善变 thing there is... and sometimes, once they are gone, they are like gone forever into the whop-whop land or smthing. And they kinda never find their way bak.
    12:41 am
    what happened to us ?
    Sunday, July 24th, 2005
    4:12 pm
    [Fight Club]
    Taking Diana's recommendation... i managed to watch Fight Club last night before I went to sleep... now I understand why she recommended it.

    [You wake up at Seatac, SFO, LAX. You wake up at O'Hare, Dallas-Fort Worth, BWI. Pacific, mountain,
    central. Lose an hour, gain an hour. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. You wake
    up at Air Harbor International. If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake
    up as a different person? ]

    [ This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time.]

    [ First you have to give up, first you have to *know*... not fear... *know*... that someday you're gonna
    die. ]

    [ Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential,
    and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white
    collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't
    need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great
    Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised
    on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we
    won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off. ]

    [ Its not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything ]

    [ You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive.
    You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-
    dancing crap of the world. ]

    [ On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.]

    [ The things you own end up owning you. ]

    [ Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing. ]

    [ And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found
    freedom. Losing all hope was freedom. ]

    [ It's a bridesmaid's dress. Someone loved it intensely for one day, and then tossed it. Like a Christmas
    tree. So special. Then, bam, it's on the side of the road. ]

    great...I'm guna flood LJ again with this entry haha...

    再见了. 陌生人.
    Friday, July 22nd, 2005
    10:12 pm
    [你爱我还是他......我们都别挣扎...去爱他.]

    [不能回头 多年前 早明言不能回头 可幸在 是我这一头蛮牛 几年来无法侍候 才和我分手...
    不甘心 明明不开心 就是不甘心...
    一头蛮牛 闯情场竟成为一头蛮牛
     惨淡在是我知不能回头 欺骗我难约定未来回头
      我是牛 我是牛]

    重复听着这两首歌.

    爱...倒底是什么.

    **一直看你MSN的名字...原来从第一天看到它以后就没有变过. 你的名字. 留下了.
    2:57 pm
    May all be well.

    我想你已经不再看这个日记... 只是希望你一切安好。
    Thursday, July 14th, 2005
    6:31 pm
    终于看到久违了的阳光.

    仿佛冬天即将离开.

    一切 重新 开始.


    I think I can let go of the past now.
    I think I can welcome change now.
    I think I finally can.
    2:03 am
    [ yes I'm going home I must hurry home where your life goes on

    So I'm going home going home alone and your life goes on]


    没什么...只是想你.
    Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
    2:12 am
    T.I.M.E
    怎么会断了...
    Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
    2:50 am
    disturbing facts.
    Finally over. Never thought this day will come.

    Only that I think I failed the two finances. But thats ok. Too late to be complaining now.

    Holiday ^^
    Friday, June 24th, 2005
    10:46 pm
    To Diana
    bon voyage~
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